Now that September Surrender has come to a close and I am heading back to NY I can’t help but be a little sad it’s over. This has truly been an amazing experience filled w/ fun times, great frienship and very (very) little sleep.
I’m so grateful to have been asked to be a part of this amazing…
It was wonderful meeting you and having the opportunity to enjoy some great laughs over your “breakfast bloody mary”.
All ready for a little pre #fetishball #photoshoot w/ @roberthold! #SeptemberSurrender
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And this was a good pt.1 photo shoot!!! Can’t wait to get busy with pt.2 tomorrow!
Shots taken at September Surrender here in Dallas, TX
Sample shots from September Surrender here in Dallas, TX
Photography: Robert Hold
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behind the scenes shots I took at a local production of the princess bride. Count Rugen and a “bum touching” Fire troll.
Photography: Robert Hold
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Something can be said for getting the things you need at a particular point in your life. When one is grieving, sometimes we escape through video games, sex, relationships, food, or anything else that can be used to help you forget the pain and loss that you’re feeling. Over the course of the summer, I have been in a relationship with a beautiful woman who has been mourning the loss of a lover that committed suicide.
Last night, after coming home from Dragon Con, we had a talk about where she is and the fact that having a relationship with me is overwhelming. This conversation has been a time coming. I have expected this from her for at least the last couple of weeks. The position that she is in is one that I understand all too well. I’m finding it very, interesting, that in a way I am a transition. From a very dark spot into a brighter one in terms of her being able to deal with her grief.
I’m finding that my concern for her, the fact that I love her, and first and foremost my wanting to be a friend for her, has me in a place of peace right now. She is wanting us to have a bit more time apart from each other. And we have scheduled the days that we are spending with each other and what days we are not spending with each other. We have gone from being together every day since the beginning of June to spending Friday night and the weekend together starting next week. The amount of time that I’ve spent with her has come from her need to have somebody with her and be with her while she grieves. There was an intensity that was very invigorating, addicting, and just really intense. This intensity I think has also contributed to her being overwhelmed coupled with her grieving.
My instincts tell me that my purpose for being with her in the way that I have been has almost run its course. I don’t quite understand fully the nature of my being a transition for dealing with death. I have helped my grandmother with grieving my mother, I have helped my girlfriend process the grieving of her lover’s death, and I am OK with this.
Now, it’s time for me to ponder this and figure out my little world and where I need to move from here.
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